hiiiii hii hiii!
this is my awesome introductory post, still a work in progress! you can call me slobber, or eddie. you might already know me from tumblr, ao3, or bluesky. i yam a white 26 year old gal with a passion for digital and analog art, such as notebook doodling, collaging, and (usually erotic) roleplaying. my digital art is done using clip studio paint pro!
i do all of these things as hobbies (i.e. for my own enjoyment, slowly, and with no expectation of payment) and as such i don't take commissions!
at its core, this website is going to be used as a space to host various ephemera of my tf2 ocs (which will often be mature/nsfw!) i imagine it'll mostly be
stuff i'll yap about:
- fandom stuff
- hobbies
- art! post your art!!!!
- interesting sites you find
i have complicated feelings on "dni"s but basically if you're a terf fuck off, my sapphic art is not for you. 18+ only. sometimes the art i make involves sensitive topics like gore, dubious consent, abuse, and other icky topics, all of which will be tagged appropriately!
all characters featured here with nsfw artwork are of age (18 or older.)
so... what's with the website?
Q: why make one? why add another social media account to the roster, when that's bound to alienate anyone attempting to follow your work? do you really think you're going to be able to keep up with running another account?
A: basically, i want to be a part of a better internet! more under the cut :3c
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something i miss a lot these days when webbrowsing is the intentionality of being online. i miss it when it was a choice to show up to the same forum discussions (whether or not you actually addded to the conversation), rather than the sense i get now from being online, which is that of hundreds of thousands of people feeling trapped or chained to the internet because they've been forced to be online by increasingly hostile real-world systems. the sense that it's your job to be online. i miss the feeling of seeing an old post-it note you'd scrawled your irl friend's online handle on, and stuck to your desk so you remembered to check on their blog later, when you had the free time. because it was absurd to think of someone being available all the time! i want this site to be somewhere where you can slow down.
i'm a longtime tumblrina (circa 2013~) and while i'll probably never give up blogging there, it's just not somewhere i feel positively about sharing my art or thoughts due to the state of the website. it's also, bizarrely, yet another website that broadcasts when you're 'active.' i don't think any of the staff there actually care about queer people. especially not women!
so this is my solution! a faux-blog, a microblog, a... blog? period? there will likely be some chatter about my day to day life, but my goal is to use this site as a way for people to learn more about my characters, and to reach out through the internet and make friends! for the most part my ocs haved lived in my discord dms, and that's another website/app i don't feel super positively about, either. i'm thankful for it, along with tumblr, for having played a part in connecting me to so many of the close friends i have today! in the future i hope to review fanfiction, shout-out artists/authors who inspire me, and talk about my own art, too!
speaking of my close friends: thank you for supporting me on the daily by simply sharing your company with me! i feel a little nervous sharing this website with you because of the one-sidedness, or lack of dialogue, i guess. i hope that when you visit my site it'll be like, fun little bonus content, rather than something you're stressing to keep up with. i don't think i'm ready to have an eddie-specific mailing list.
but yeah, that's about it, i think! thanks for reading :3c
first post! officially!!
created this website today :3c i'm excited to have a space where i can talk to all lawry lovers all at once, should they choose to browse... and if you don't love lawry yet. just you wait!
